Tuesday, November 29, 2005 @12:02 AM
I need some time for myself, my notes n my family... Have being really busy in this n the coming mth eh... My life is totally packed wif trainings, work n sch... I feel tt things arent really tt smooth for me nowadays... it makes me more sian lor...I haven improve in my trainings at all lor.. quite disappointed wif my own performance... Maybe i din play sports in my pri, sec n jc life, tat's y i'm lacking some kind of skills, compared to the others... I know all these r excues but i can only use tt to console n encourage myself.. I maybe slow in picking up things but i knew i can do it cuz yan can cook so can u!!! lol... i noe is lame but still... it is a form of encouragement for myself... but anw sometimes i do feel like giving up... cuz i'm so sick wiv myself... i'm very lousy in both PTs n Skills... i feel like i'm pulling my team mates down too... haiz... dun noe la... maybe is becuz of the ivp selection too.. thou i knew i dun stand a chance at all but as wat rae said part of u will still hope tat u r being choosen to take part ya.. haiz.. life.. i juz dun feel gd especially after the sun training lor.... hope things will be better for tmr training...okie something interesting to share wiv u all... do u noe we've taken our very 1st step to know xiao bai after our cf lect... hahaha all thanks to ms VONG ya... she went to give him the marshmallow chocos tt i bought for the gers.. but his reaction was super calm lor... Okie this is wat happened ya...Ms Vong: Hello my fren wanted me to give u the chocos.Xiao Bai: Oh ok thanks.Ms Vong: Byebye!!Xiao Bai: Bye.See he's like so cool lor... he din even show any signs of astonishment when ms vong gave him the chocos.. lol... we were wondering maybe alot of ppl gave him stuffs in sch b4 lor... but it was funny anw.. cuz we din expect we'll do such things.. lol.. so i was telling them we can start to say hi n bye to him in the future le.. but we wondered will he be scare of us? lol... Answers will be out on this coming thurs n sat ya.. If we still get to see him on thurs n sat, this means tt we din scare him out lor... lol... which shldnt be in this case lor... We r soooo friendly n nice lor... lol... Anw fyi the fren tat ms vong is talking abt is referring to me lor.. so even if he's scare of us, i'll be like his no1 monster le.. lol..Anw was taking bus 410 to bishan mrt station juz now, then saw this drunkard (an old uncle) fell down in the bus lor.. so scary can... cuz i was the only passenger in tt bus beside tt uncle le.. i went to help to pick his things up while the bus uncle helped him down the bus lor... lol... Oh man... i really scare tt the uncle may break his bones after the fall lor... lol... but he's alright eh cuz he still can walk on his own after getting down the bus... lol... so this teaches us, especially the old uncles: Drink, Drunk, Dont Take Bus!! hahaha.. i know i'm crappy hehehee.. Okie time for me to bath lor.... still have sch tmr... oh man.. feel like rotting at home wiv my sis eh... lol... as usual we r the slackers... hahaha.. m i rite? sis
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Thursday, November 24, 2005 @8:49 PM
Lol.. My fren is so ke ai lor, btw dun nd 2 feel er xin if u r happy tat some1 actually got bio u in sch eh... Btw the story is like this: Some1 told me tt 1 of his frenz actually think 1 of my gfs not bad looking lor.. hehee so i went to tell my this fren abt it, she was very happy lor.. of cuz lor if i knew tt some1 out there actually bios n finds me not bad, i also happy lor.. then i was telling my fren i wun be able to slp if the person tt bios me is some1 tat i crush on... lol.. But think the latter wun happen to me wan lor... hehe... so can forget it ya...Btw make some great discoveries in sch today lol... found out tat some1 in my sch who looks like a man wiv few words is actually a SILENT KILLER... lol... Heard tat he was more like a nerd when he was in the 1st n 2nd yrs but make great changes this yr.. hmm... so in conclusion ppl can change so dun be surprise if u see me becoming a chio bu like 5 yrs down the rd... lol... hopefully eh... i'm even more motivated to change but as usual dun think a lazybum like me will be successful ya.. lol.. but u all still can wait n see ya... Anw do u still rmb my fren's crush, yar 'the man wiv few words' (AGAIN), guess wat i met him at town yesterday eh.. n to my surprise he still rmb me eh.. lol.. i said hi to him n we actually stopped to talk for a while eh... he's like so ke ai, cuz the both of us like dun have anything to say but he still bothered to come over n talked to me eh... But can feel tat he's those quite shy type cuz when he saw me wiv a grp of my gfs, he stammered abit when we talked... hehehe ke ai rite? Anw tat guy's name is called eugene eh.. he's not those shuai shuai or cute cute type wan, i feel tt he has this X-factor tt will attract girls... lol..Okie enough of him... ANw SIM-UOL bash is on the 15th? Any1 interested? Think i'll be gg lor.. lol... cuz feel like gg lor... lol.. Btw the tix is 17bucks for gers eh, guys not sure but i'll help u all check ya.. hehe
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Saturday, November 19, 2005 @1:57 PM
Okie... witness this conversation recently... hehe.. It happened on 1 fine day when i was studying wiv my fren.. She happens to get to know a grp of new ppl so we joined her grp of frens to study.. N she also happens tat she thinks 1 of the guys not bad lor... My fren has a weird taste btw.. She likes a 'man wiv FEW words'.. So i sort of influence by her now la.. lol.. Anw i still prefer guys who r abit noiser... hehe yea.. u shld noe tat i'll juz die of boredom lor.. The story continues... Is like her 1st time talking to 'him' lor.. so obviously she'll feel weird n shy eh.. but i can see tat she feels uncomfortable when talking to him lor.. n u noe the more she acts normal the worst it becomes.. hahaha so i was telling her wat i sensed when we were on our way home.. Then she smiled n tell me is normal lor.. Cuz she could also sense it then she said she is also forcing herself to look into his eyes when talking... hahaha so i was telling her think most of the gers will know how does it feel when they see their CRUSHes ya... hehehe is something normal, part n parcel of GIRLS' life, i think.. But i was wondering will they guy sense it tat my fren feels quite uncomfortable when talking to hime eh... lol.. But i think maybe not cuz guys r insensitive creatures afterall.. lol.. okie end of my story le...Anw bought my floorball stick le.. hahaha... very happy.. weili, wang n i have the same sticks n only the 3 of us in whole of s'pore have similar sticks.. cool rite? hehehe Btw i've named my stick as xiao bai lor cuz is white in colour.. i'm gg to find a xiao bai sticker if poosible then go n stick on it.. yea.. then it'll be perfect le... So exciting.. i've my own stick le... lol...Anw.. think i luv the game more after buying the stick.. oops.. Anw to wang n weili, we muz jiayou tght lor... we'll be getting better n better.. n also dun be too worried abt the 25th thing ya, things may not turn out to be tat bad u noe.. dun give urself soooo much worries ya.. hahaha think postively.. think everything will turn out to be fine ya... it takes time for the both of u... Btw the xiao bai, referring to the interesting person in my sch has changed his image le.. he has a new hairstyle n colour lor... lol... Eunice n i agree tat he looks more like a guy now... hahaha...Btw did i mention i took the wrong bus to town on last wed.. lol.. i supposed to meet my sis in town n i was LATE... lol.. so when i saw bus no 52, (a new bus service tat passes my sch) i happily hopped onto it, thinking it will stop at the bus stop opp KAP.. but to my HORROR... i went all the way to thomson PLaza n ended up changing bus 132 to town.. oh man.. it is my 1st time lost in my hometown lor.. sooooo suay rite.. should have got off at the bus stop b4 it heads towards BKE lor.. but anw fyi ur info if u take 52 n wanna to go town frm my sch, pls alight 4 stops after sch bus stop n change to 77, 174... dun be a FOOL like me lor.. lol.. oh man.. how can this happen to me lor?! my 1st time took wrong bus lor... cmi eh...
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005 @8:54 PM
Tired...Not Enough REst...Training getting tough...Cant even do SHOOTING...Everything seems to cram up...Life...
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Sunday, November 13, 2005 @1:24 AM
Hahaha... uploading the photos tat we took today lor... so u all can go to my yahoo album n see ya... Anw we took 1110 photos today lor.. Alot rite? but is fun lor hehehe... Anw hope suannie enjoys herself today lor cuz the rest of us do... lol... Btw aiya wasted was thinking i shld took xiao bai's pic juz now in sch lor oops.. hahaha then can share wiv all my zhu peng guo yous lol... Btw think i shld really go n make fren wiv xiao bai lor... he's like so ke lian always alone in sch lor... hehehe then like wat i told mao, maybe after knowing him then i'm also able to know all his rich frenz then maybe will get a chance to fish a GOLD turtle ya... lol...tat will be GREAT.. hahaha.. then i can be taitai if not also can take a sum of money to invest ya.. hehe is always the best to become RICH eh... hehe then i maybe get a chance to stay in private property then visit the hair salon everyday juz to wash my hair then can do hair treatments, manicures, visit the spa frequently, then play golf instead of floorball, then can shop for designers' clothes, then can buy a hse n a car for my parents then can always go holidays n blah blah blah... but sad to say is quite difficult to get such a rich husband lor cuz there r more average families than the super well-to-do families in My COUNTRY.. so i can only daydream abt it or appreciate it from movies lor... lol.. so sad eh...
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Friday, November 11, 2005 @6:05 PM
Happy bIrthday Ms pAng in advance.. haha in case i forget to wish u happy birthday lor...
Btw Welcome to the 20s'club ya.. hehe
N hope u'll find ur prince charming soon ya... hehehe
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@11:41 AM
Yea.. Do u noe xiao bai opened door for me yesterday, so exciting ya.. lol... is like hey xiao bai so gentleman lor.. lol.. think some of the guys nd to do some self-reflections lor.. hahahaha... Btw xiao bai is really an interesting character lor.. He makes us wanna to find out more abt him lor..lol.. Anw went to watch the show 'All abt love' starring andy lau... All i can say is ANDy lau so MAN lor... but the show really sux.. go n watch this movie if either u think u've too much money or time to spend on... If not, then pls dun go n do silly things like me... lol..
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Monday, November 07, 2005 @6:22 PM
James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics My life is brilliant.My love is pure.I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.She smiled at me on the subway.She was with another man.But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw you face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.She could see from my face that I was,F**king high,And I don't think that I'll see her again,But we shared a moment that will last till the end.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw you face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you.But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.Okie.. i really luv this song, thou it is rather sad lor..
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@6:07 PM
Helloz everybody!! i'm bac!! hehe Got miss me?? Anw thanks to wwtang for helping me to update.. n yes.. i'm bac to biz le..e internet connections r bac.. lol.. So happy ya... Anw enjoyed myself at ipoh.. haha cuz food there is DeliciouS! then u noe, u r like away frm the study life.. all u think abt r where r we gg next, wat r we eatting n blah, blah.. hehe.. I always enjoyed HolIdaYs eh.. lol... yea...PS: haha dun worry, wwtang hasn't being influenced by me yet, she juz helped me update frm a script tat i've passed to her lor.. hehee
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Friday, November 04, 2005 @2:57 AM
wangwee is finally here to help u update your two entries!!!=)
so yanqin's frens, do check out the previous two entries!
ah chen, u must be enjoying urself over at Ipoh rite?
take care and dont miss us too much k!
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@2:32 AM
I've fallen in love w floorball le... LOL... Seriously i really did enjoyed playing this game.. but sad to say, I still have a long way to go...LOL..
Firstly, I need to train my physical cuz I realised that I'm real slow in this game. I feel that it is due to the fact that I'm still not physically fit yet.
Then, secondly, I dont have confidence w e ball yet. Haha.. This is my no.1 weakness anw. I dont even have confidence w myself, and this explains why no confidence w e ball lor..
I need to build up both my confidence level & physical fitness.
Sometimes, I really think of giving up. Part of me will be thinking why torture yourself w all these. Imagine some1 like me who always wanted to run away from PE during Sec & JC.. I just hate PE. But no one knows why I hated PE.
This is because I know I really sux in my PE and wanted to take cover of this "weakness". Haha..But, now part of me doesnt feel like running away. so what's wrong if your team-mates know that you are e weakest. Must try to face up & not keep running away.
Thou, I know I'm e weakest, it is still ok if I got improvement ya, even a little wan, I also will feel e satisfaction ya...
So, when there's any problem, wat's e pt of running away? You still wont get anything in return.
Dont be a loser Forever ya... Haha sounds familiar?
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@2:18 AM
ok! guess wat. i cant use internet for the whole of 2 wks eh!feel so empty, like being isolated from e outside world! LoL.. I'm some1 that cant survive w/o e internet wan lor.. Anw all thanks to pacific net lor. Their service really sux. They claimed that we haven pay e bills yet, but hello we did pay & even got keep e receipt lor. And guess wat, they cancelled our connections without even informing us. The worst is that we called and told them we've paid and request to have our connections back. So we waited.. 3 days have passed but still no connections yet, so my bro super pissed by their service & had cancelled e connections. so all thanks to pac net ya....
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 @1:39 PM
lol.. thanks wangwang in advance for helping me to type the 2 long entries ya... lol.. Anw i can't slp last night lor n guess wat i ended up writting a script for my blog lor.. cuz too long nvr blog le, so hands abit itchy lor.. But manage to slp at 2.30am eh.. hehe... So irritating btw there is this guy tat is sitting a table frm me now keeps shaking his legs lor, feel like chopping them away lor.. oops sounds so violent.. hehehe.. Anw fyi i'm using the sch comp now.. since i've paid for the facilities, y not make gd use of them ya... lol...Still waiting for Sherin to call me bac.. but y isn't any eh.. so sianz... feel like gg home to zzz lor... hehehe Feel so excited, gg to sit the GRassland bus later lor.. lol...
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