Tuesday, November 29, 2005 @12:02 AM
I need some time for myself, my notes n my family... Have being really busy in this n the coming mth eh... My life is totally packed wif trainings, work n sch... I feel tt things arent really tt smooth for me nowadays... it makes me more sian lor...I haven improve in my trainings at all lor.. quite disappointed wif my own performance... Maybe i din play sports in my pri, sec n jc life, tat's y i'm lacking some kind of skills, compared to the others... I know all these r excues but i can only use tt to console n encourage myself.. I maybe slow in picking up things but i knew i can do it cuz yan can cook so can u!!! lol... i noe is lame but still... it is a form of encouragement for myself... but anw sometimes i do feel like giving up... cuz i'm so sick wiv myself... i'm very lousy in both PTs n Skills... i feel like i'm pulling my team mates down too... haiz... dun noe la... maybe is becuz of the ivp selection too.. thou i knew i dun stand a chance at all but as wat rae said part of u will still hope tat u r being choosen to take part ya.. haiz.. life.. i juz dun feel gd especially after the sun training lor.... hope things will be better for tmr training...okie something interesting to share wiv u all... do u noe we've taken our very 1st step to know xiao bai after our cf lect... hahaha all thanks to ms VONG ya... she went to give him the marshmallow chocos tt i bought for the gers.. but his reaction was super calm lor... Okie this is wat happened ya...Ms Vong: Hello my fren wanted me to give u the chocos.Xiao Bai: Oh ok thanks.Ms Vong: Byebye!!Xiao Bai: Bye.See he's like so cool lor... he din even show any signs of astonishment when ms vong gave him the chocos.. lol... we were wondering maybe alot of ppl gave him stuffs in sch b4 lor... but it was funny anw.. cuz we din expect we'll do such things.. lol.. so i was telling them we can start to say hi n bye to him in the future le.. but we wondered will he be scare of us? lol... Answers will be out on this coming thurs n sat ya.. If we still get to see him on thurs n sat, this means tt we din scare him out lor... lol... which shldnt be in this case lor... We r soooo friendly n nice lor... lol... Anw fyi the fren tat ms vong is talking abt is referring to me lor.. so even if he's scare of us, i'll be like his no1 monster le.. lol..Anw was taking bus 410 to bishan mrt station juz now, then saw this drunkard (an old uncle) fell down in the bus lor.. so scary can... cuz i was the only passenger in tt bus beside tt uncle le.. i went to help to pick his things up while the bus uncle helped him down the bus lor... lol... Oh man... i really scare tt the uncle may break his bones after the fall lor... lol... but he's alright eh cuz he still can walk on his own after getting down the bus... lol... so this teaches us, especially the old uncles: Drink, Drunk, Dont Take Bus!! hahaha.. i know i'm crappy hehehee.. Okie time for me to bath lor.... still have sch tmr... oh man.. feel like rotting at home wiv my sis eh... lol... as usual we r the slackers... hahaha.. m i rite? sis
⥠you and i both loved
