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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @5:41 PM

I'm confused... What kind of person m i? M i senstive to other ppl's feelings or only to my own feelings? M i selfish? M i really tt cold? Anw alot of things happening ard me recently till i feel like how well do u i noe the ppl ard me or even MYSELF eh? Some1 tt seems very close to me is in fact not as close as it seems to be; Some1 tt i seldom talks to actually is closer to me... N some1 tt i tot can be quite close too ends up i actually talking bad abt tt 'it' at 'its' back..

So wat is the definition of frens? To be made use of? Stand by u when ur down? Talk bad abt u when he/she is wiv another grp of frens? Ignore u when u dun have any value left? Bully u when u seems to be weak? Make fun of u? Share troubles wiv? Run away when u encounter any difficulties? Haiz.. my fate in my frens seem to be fading away... I really dun understand wat n how ppl think.. I'm lost in myself too... I start to lose faith in myself eh.. Sometimes i wonder y cant I be a SELFISH CYQ who can bochup all my frens' feelings eh? I dun noe... Dun wan to go n think abt it anymore... Maybe is juz my another mood swing.. So juz ignore me for the time being... I'm perfectly alrite.. Juz nd my own space to BREATHE for the time being...

And also this entry is not POINTING to any1, is juz to share wiv ppl tt still care for me how i feel abt myself n friendship recently....

â¥ you and i both loved